mind bogglers

"where is my ray "

the woods came in sight,
set finding the light.
You pray you found some,
You trip, fall, cry alound.

And all you hear is that silence.
That numbing silence.
And yourself and your head growling in the silence.

there came the first thought.
should i do this,
should i take that,
and god knows what.

why is this silence so silent?
why dont you speak?
till when do i live muted?
where is my voice?

You almost give up.
You almost sob.
You drown..

but then it comes in from something.
the sweet music of life.
that dose
that tonic

And it hits you
you wonder where it was for such a long time.
you thank the silence,

"yes I found my ray of hope"