mind bogglers

"where is my ray "

the woods came in sight,
set finding the light.
You pray you found some,
You trip, fall, cry alound.

And all you hear is that silence.
That numbing silence.
And yourself and your head growling in the silence.

there came the first thought.
should i do this,
should i take that,
and god knows what.

why is this silence so silent?
why dont you speak?
till when do i live muted?
where is my voice?

You almost give up.
You almost sob.
You drown..

but then it comes in from something.
the sweet music of life.
that dose
that tonic

And it hits you
you wonder where it was for such a long time.
you thank the silence,

"yes I found my ray of hope"

P.A.S.T.

"Its human to think of the past, and to worry about the future"

Questions to wonder on:

1. Can you define an human on his/her past?
2.Can you somehow erase a persons past?
3.Can you forget your past?
4.Can you forgive someone who's hurt you in your past?

I don't care about the questions. I don't care about the answers.

Its all simple isn't it?
why don't you learn from the past, than learning the past?

heard of a song from linkin park ...."Never move forward , so they'd never be a past..."

PAST = Poor Asshole sucks Time.
PAST sucked your time.
Why let the present suffer?
Why kill your future?

Screw the past, start again.

and you're hearing this from an idiot whos probably tired of starting again.
And again and again
and Again.
And now its so bad, Ive damned lost the charge on my battery.
but then, what am i supposed to do?
Sit and moan?
NAAH!

one question that i said above...can you erase your past?
You cant , you cant change it, you cant rewrite it.
But you can probably try and make people forget about it with your actions.
Remember, its not simple, its much more screwed up than trying to learn to skydive.
The key is your mind. Its a game mate, one huge game. Be strong fight your fear, fight your sadness.
How?
You answer me.

I found a solution. Try and remember what you learn from your past, and not what you past was. for eg, i got some things i remember from what I've been messing around with from my kidHOOD.

1. Never send Mean SMS's. Never hurt females with stupid SMS's.
Sms has more power than word of mouth. DAMN!
Actually this is what I remember of what happened 2 and a half years ago. Rest of it so blurry....
2. Never mess with friend and Girlfriend concept.
And never write a blog about your breakups.
3. Dont fall, let someone fall.
and if no one does, dont try and trip em.(im talking of fallin in love :P)
4. Study hard, help everyone, no matter how much it screws you up.
5. Learn to say NO
6. Lissen to music and learn something from it. Never show off bout what you know. Coz you'll forget it when you want it most.

and I'll keep posting em when i remember em.

keep em coming

peace

B.